Ever since I found out about the Columbine case , I couldnt stop looking into it. Top curiosity , over so many things. but NAHHHH MAN I DONT condone even a bitty spritzy bit the actions of the criminals or fucking LOVE them. Jfc can people not draw things that have a negative backstory without being perceived as a homicide supporting fuck nut? Just fascinated in who they were as individuals before what they did and what drove them to their monstrous acts. We all were their age once and some of us bullied and many of us didn't commit what they pulled off so obviously that stirs people to want to delve into things to see what sense can be found , to try to understand why history happened. It could have been prevented , granted , Eric was a bit of a sociopath so idk what his life further on what have been...honestly high school is tough so i bet once he seriously started life away from it then who the fuck knows, but for defiantly the actual tragedy could have been a no go. Either way , all we have are the remnants of the documented moments of their life and various evidence to just stare at over and over wishing something could've been done different so everyone could have been saved. I couldn't tell you why I cared so much about probing into the Columbine case , I just really think it was just a big damn heinous moment in history that I extremely wish could have been stopped. I feel like , when I give it thought and show care about it, in some way the people who's lives were lost arent forgotten. Eric and Dylan didn't start out as monsters , no one does , like Brook's Brown said "They may have created the Columbine tragedy , but Columbine created them" , I had hoped they could have just turned their lives around to just live on and prevail over the hardships and inflicted insecurities so that their victims WHO REALLY DIDNT DESERVE THE FUCKING FATE THEY GOT AT ALL TO ANY DEGREE among the one's who survived as well who suffer the after effects to this day....and Eric and Dylan could be here today. They didn't care in the end and just want to have a sense of power and control for once of their life , even if it was a fleeting moment. I think it was wrong how they were treated , like , them feeling like you cant be made to be happy and people just want to make you feel small , GIVEN they dished out some bullying too , no doubt, they weren't saints so its noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excuse for what they did but people who just think they snapped one day and decided to create chaos on there innocent little school are VERY wrong. This is why I read into Columbine because I know deep into these stories , there is always more than just knowing what they did. I want to see what lead to things and just like everyone else, why.
Just cause you draw something doesn't mean you idolize /worship the subject necessarily , not fucking at all. I'm an artist not a writer so to get my interest of it all out I draw. I just had a lot of intrigue of the whole event , and researched the enigma of it all since im into crime cases/supernatural/morbid things. Can't except it? Then go else where? Cool. I've made my point clear and even maturely explained myself so dont come writing your ignorant bullshit writing things that are narrow mindedly lame brain as all hell in thinking I actually am for what they did and idolize them cause I sure fucking don't yo , I just thought I'd just draw them. How simple of a reason is that? WHOA AMAZING.